schizofrenia

I have been lonely,

With thoughts,

That weren’t mine,

Though not yours.

My head keeps spinning,

Words and thoughts, and talks,

Take over my body,

My mind.

It has been so hard,

This long everlasting journey,

That just wont be different,

Within a few days.

I have been wondering,

Searching, hoping,

For an endless night,

With big dreams.

A better world,

A better place to live,

Signs that give me hope,

So these thoughts go away.

They are dark,

They are grey,

They are messing with my mind,

It has come to know, a name.

Schizophrenia.